I am really just full of gratitude and love towards my savior. I have felt this past weekend that he truly was there in the conference and he was there along side me as I took notes. I have such a profound determination to be a better person! I cannot get overwhelmed with all that I need to work on but take it one step at a time. I will tell ya I knelt down in prayer pleading with the lord to help me to prepare that morning in my studies and I was prompted to read JOHN 6. When the savior is talking about that he is the bread of life and the disciples found it too hard. It was a beautiful thing to read and I committed to the lord that I will never leave him nor this gospel. It is what truly makes me happy, it is my savior and his teachings that keep me grounded. I hate the natural man of me, I am just a horrible person without the gospel. I will never leave him. M. Russell Ballard and I must be on the same wave lengths or we must be related....RUSSELL. I was sitting there while watching conference all bug eyed because I couldn't believe that I read the exact passage he had based his talk on!
I loved General conference so much. But now WHAT?!? Okay so my game plan is im going to figure out what I will do daily to prepare myself for the sacrament, I am going to think of people I can share the gospel with and invite to church so if you are reading this and you just got goosebumps...that means im sharing it with you when I get back! I am going to make sure I do not get laxed with the sacred things God has entrusted me with here on this earth, as I was reading this past week I thought about all the sacred things God has given me testimony, my family, the scriptures, the gospel in its fullness, and the ability to choose.
14 And now remember, my son, that God has entrusted you with these things, which are sacred, which he has kept sacred, and also which he will keep and preserve for a wise purpose in him, that he may show forth his power unto future generations.
15 And now behold, I tell you by the spirit of prophecy, that if ye transgress the commandments of God, behold, these things which are sacred shall be taken away from youby the power of God, and ye shall be delivered up unto Satan, that he may sift you as chaff before the wind.
I testify that God will help us in this journey in becoming more like him and his son, Jesus Christ. I know as you go to him in prayer ask him to reveal to you what you need to repent of and what you personally can improve on. HE WILL TELL YOU. HE LOVES YOU AND ALWAYS HAS LOVED YOU. End of discussion. So stop delaying your happiness and draw closer to him and if you don't believe in God and you're reading this.... why not? why not hope that you have a loving father in heaven who cares for and watches over you. I promise you he lives and love you, he sent his son to prove it to you.